#14

Dreaming of Jerome for 3 weeks now
I can't remember if it was everday but I do know that were days I dreamt of him in during naps and then at night again.

Yesterday, he was in my dream again and he was my boyfriend.

There was one where we were hanging out somewhere and he was casually holding out his hand to put it on my palm and I guess I was taken my surprised I gripped his wrist towards me and away from my palm and pretended to inspect it.

There was another one where he hugged me (from the back) for a full minute or more with my parents in view and then I asked him why he had hugged me and he said that he just felt happy and when hes happy he likes to hug a friend.
Wow, I'm friendzoned in my own dream AHAHA.

There were many more dreams where he was in it but not doing anything except talking to the 3 guys.

#13

Once again, dreamt of showcase and this time dreamt that it ended like pretty late? We ended just as the sky was about to start turning dark. And Idk for some reason I was just sort of watching people move around me while I was walking myself (Other words, I wasn't really looking where I was going, my head was turned to look around me instead) and through the crowd I saw a very familiar guy wearing a beret? Idk what to call it.. its this head accessory that looks like a beret except it sticks out to the front like a psyduck's nose. 

Only one guy I know wears that. Jason. 

so I noticed he was heading somewhere else and I just randomly thought hmm. 

So the scene cuts and soon Im infront of this grocery/mamak/indian looking street and I was holding a pillow for some reason. I placed it down by the sink and I forget about it and Jason appears out of nowhere and he's like I think you left your pillow behind and he guides me to the sink area and I reach for it. He starts following me. 

I mean in KL, we live only a few houses away from each other so its normal that he's walking with me. At some part of the dream, I remember going into convenience stores and all and he wasn't in those scene. 

Anyways, he follows me to my room which weirdly I don't even find weird in that dream. We were talking I guess and so there's this long ottoman sofa and we perch our butts there with him sitting very close to me so i try to inch away bit by bit and my housemates just BARGE in out of nowhere through an adjoining door and then opens my room door to go to her own door.. It happens alot in KL where one of them accidentally locks the other out and she just stands there and shout OPEN THE DOOR in chinese lol. My KL housemates are nothing like the people in my dream- the girl was tall and slender and I yelled at her not to do that.. she quickly leaves. 

Then after that, I bumped into their maid who tells them that I shouldn't have yelled at her and she feels really sorry that she made me mad. I was like okay, I will apologise to her then. 

so scene cuts

I'm back on the ottoman and trying to sleep.. Jason is still perched in his place near the end of one side of the ottoman. He decides to let me have the stretch to myself to lie down while he goes fo the floor. We talked alittle and in the end he was leaning against one end of the couch and resting his arms and head on the couch so im lying down towards the same end so that there's contact (contact? LOL) and it felt like we were cuddling. 

The dream ends there and I wake up.

#12

I dreamt that we were in college and I was chosen as one of the excellent students to receive a reward and the reward was I get to go on a holiday with a few other students in UK!

Also I dreamt about meeting someone from the showcase. i think so its Johan that I dreamt off but I'm not sure. I dreamt that we were picking on each other. He would sit behind me in the lecture halls.

So anyways, I tell dad about UK and he almost refused to let me go but I wasn't having it. Its my holiday and I deserved it. I got a text from Esther Leong later on about the UK trip which apparently she is part off as well. Johan is part of it too so I thought I would pakat with him to go together.

We went shopping together to get snacks and then met up at the meeting place at some fast food place. I didn't actually dream myself going to UK though.

I dreamt we just gathered there and were talking to each other and then the dream ended

#11

I dreamt that it was the last day of showcase and that I was part of photography team instead of the PA team. I was downstairs with GD when Jeremy monopolised the ending ceremony without any of the MD’s and we were all pissed at him after that.

I think Bernard or a VIP was about to give a speech and he decided to cut Jeremy’s selfishness and called the MD students down. All of us filled the ground floor of Tan Siew Sin building. I went to sit with XB and Iz. XB went to some magical toilet apparently and her allergic reaction on her hand had apparently healed.

I also dreamt that our booths were fancy looking and arranged In a hall that resembled TARUC.

After the showcase, the scene cut and I dreamt that JX was sending me back to my house and I met her little nephew/cousin who I always see in Snapchat.

And then the scene cut and I was suddenly in the car with Aunty Doris, Dylan and Mavis and they were taking me somewhere and aunty Doris had a habit of not pulling the breaks up after driving. So this one time she didn’t pull it up, the car lurched forward after me and her got out. I shouted at the two who were playing their phone to pull the breaks up.

We went into a house with JX and her family. Suddenly my dad, uncle kl and uncle chong kee appeared as well. The little boy kept hugging me so I hugged him back and then I remembered something. I didn’t have my camera with me. JC and Mel had also appeared out of nowhere so I quickly told JC and he was like “Eh Jia Lin got say that just now he found a camera and a tripod”. I started panicking on how to get it back without letting my dad know. I was aware that we were far from college at this point. Mel laughed at me as well.

I wanted to follow JC back to college to get it and then tumpang his car back to klang later. He refused because he was unsure of the way from that area. Weird excuse but okay. I didn’t push further. I was waiting for my dad to finally want to leave but he started sleeping….

The dream ended when I was sending a facebook message to Jia Lin regarding the cameras.

#10

Dreamt it was an exam hall setting in some school.
Bryan Ong approached me and said something that had double meaning in it and I was being my cheeky self and reacting to the double meaning side and he was like so miffed off and said

"please, don't spoil our name. thanks"  RUDE MUCH. even in dreams his ego so high HAHA whuteven.

He wanted me to nominate someone for leadership in youth and then we are to write our name beside the name that we wrote.

I wrote Leong Su Mei and then in smaller caps lock next to it, I wrote my name.

Elijah Arvind came to get the form and at that I was a bit pissed off at how Bryan reacted to a joke so I had specs off and bangs over my face and I think so i was tying my hair or brushing my hair.. he took one look at me and was like

"Ohmygosh, whos this. You look so pretty!"

I was like ehh?

"Sorry I'm a bit blur this morning. But damn, you look hot wehy"

Double ehh?

He took the form and left. JC was somewhere behind me and he saw whatever happened and started laughing. LOL.

#9

Dreamt that I was helping Jia Lin decorate a house for some event.
We had some bath bombs we wanted to throw into the pool so we were doing it together..
Mixing red bath bomb with camo bath bombs and then we took a swim together to gather up the pieces that were still clumpy.

Somehow I dreamt it romantically- we were talking with each other, laughing and teasing each other playfully while we swam.

At one point we went inside to check the rooms that were being decorated by other classmates. There was this big room with a long dining table inside and the atmosphere was of a party's atmosphere.. Classmates were throwing balloons and confetti around.

#8

Copied out of Dayre. Again 

I dreamt I was doing some motion graphic work yesterday but instead of with my laptop, i used my apparently-


Photographic memory and my brain transmitted what i saw to the computer😂

#7

Copied out of dayre

Woke up from a dream and thought i had slept through a night because the dream was so damn intense.

Dreamt that my roommate and I were late for class. Our lecturer was sending us voice messages and calling us.
And we were rushing for class and Xin Bei and Isaac shows up at our place also late and wanted to go with us.
I dreamt it was raining inside the house and then we had to cross a Petronas science looking maze to get to class.


In the maze, suddenly it was me, my cousin and Jia Xin. My cousin was picking on me throughout the entire trip and Jia Xin was always one step ahead for me. I can't remember much.. just i remember parts of when i was on a skateboard, and then running, and then driving the mechanic toy cars that some malls have for kids to take a ride in.


Bumped into lecturer at the end and he was like 'you guys are the first to arrive.' (Wat)

And then my dream cut off and a difference scene..I dreamt i was walking down a corridor of a school- which doesnt exist but ive seen it multiple times -in my dreams and I dreamt i bumped into Thomas Ann and his very short friend.

And then it cut off again and I was back to where i dreamt earlier. Different day, we were going to classes together again but decided to hang out at my place first


The place in my dream was a cross hybrid between my KL room and the house in Klang.

Xin Bei brought those kid size childhood paper cup ice cream with interesting flavours Fruity Berries and Fruity Pie?😂

and then Areesh and a group of indians came downstairs so I talked to Areesh and he started hitting on me😂 WEIRD I TELL YOU. Earlier in my dream i dreamt that my cousin was hitting on me as well and im not blogging that part out because i dreamt i was smitten by him as well ._.


So again something happened to the house and before i left it, a random uncle was entering it and i was flooding the kitchen tiles. (Even i was wondering why i was doing it when i was dreaming it)

Xin Bei said she brought her car and since i was the last one out, Hui Xin was ahead of me and opening the drivers door so i said while closing the gate ' i wanted to drive ' and then i saw what the CAR was.


It was a wireframe structure of a kids trolley car with no motor. And by wireframe, I MEANT IT LOOKS LIKE A GLADIATOR SANDAL WHERE YOU CAN SEE THROUGH THE WEAVE.

I was like in shock adi i pretended i didnt say anything. We had to push that car UPHILL with Hui Xin steering it and then push all the way to another expedition we have to pass through to get to class😂 i can imagine just Isaac pushing that 'CAR' with XB in it all the way to my place and into a proper parking spot😂😂 RIDICULOUS😂


I dont remember what the first challenge was anymore but the 2nd one was to get to the ground below us by crossing through a slanting plane with the wall of a mountain slope. There were sets of hangers that we had to use. I saw people using them as a hook to climb up but since we were going down, ours magically became a grapling hook with belt like the one Tom cruise uses to go down tall buildings from the outside😅.

We slid down, swinging here and there to avoid people and sharp edges.


We quickly met up and was gonna go on the next course together but then i woke up😢

Never had such an adventurous dream before.

#6

Its weird how my dreams these days, when interrupted, they linked to each other as though I never woke up. Its like I fell down from dream land and everything up there just waited for me. 

This time I dreamt of college. I dreamt I was walking and talking to Joshua Wong, We were walking down towards my place and then for some reason I thought it would be a great idea to just hide in my house and leave him alone to discover every nook and crook of this college himself. 

And then *scene cuts* 

we were on a bus... to where? Idk. Behind me was Jia Lin and Jin Hong and I forgot who I was sitting with but i think we were heading for a friend's house together. When we reached, i got up and looked behind me, Jia Lin was sitting with Karuniya (HAHA How did she end up in my dream) and Jin Hong sitting with Kessler/ Han Wei. She, being herself, tried to take a peek at Jia Lin (because she can be full of herself and he's quite good looking) but he had already gotten up to talk to Jin Hong and all and he totally ignored her. I literally smiled to myself in the dream and I'm smiling right now as I type this. 

At whoever's place, somehow everyone just partnered up with each other and started talking and I found myself talking to Jia Lin and he started hinting that he likes me ._. He was trying to help me with some lighting work and we were just having fun picking on each other

*scene cuts* Im now with Jared and he tells me he wants to have *ehem* with me -.- Like whut, I don't know what I was doing but we walked to his place and his family was in his bedroom and he was like "lets do it on the couch instead"... I was like 'ARE YOU CRAZY' so we ended up playing some board game in the living room infront of him mom and her company HAHA. (What an odd dream) 

then *scene cuts* we were at a house supposedly Sook Wan's place. and they were cooking on a propane stove. And once again I ended up by Jia Lin's side and as if on cue, everyone slips out of the room till its just me and Jia Lin again. 

At the end of the dream, we kissed. 

#5

Somehow dreamt of the most unexpected person ever. Roshan and Tanesh.
I only remember the part with them in it.

The venue resembled fellowship hall before it was renovated and we were collecting laundry (what HAHA) and Roshan had just finished swimming with his gf. I'm not sure what was going on but I had done something wrong/ or i wanted to something that may be wrong and Tanesh was assuring me that Roshan would be okay. Part of his words were "You're very pretty, its okay".

*scene cuts*

I was sitting in another row with girls I don't recognize and I thought of making friends but i was trapped being the form 5 me where I sat alone pretended I had something better to do.

*scene cuts again*

I was helping Roshan divide his pile of laundry and I threw some clothes into a pail with a bunch of other clothes. Roshan comes to me wide eyed and then he said 'Those aren't mine' and for some reason we felt a bit panicked.

#4

Dreamt of Swee yet again last night.

Venue: Uncle's house.

It felt like a Chinese new year Christian gathering. Swee, Arjay, Joshua Tan and Kishan were there apparently performing (praise and worship I guess).. I didn't really talk much to Swee and I can't remember what most of the dream was except the part Swee was in it.

Scene 1: Swee was sitting at the stairs near the entrance and one of mom's friend was leaving and she wanted to sort of bless me goodbye and was telling me how i've grown and all.. I caught Sam watching me so I tried to sort of impress him by being cute and smiling at the aunty. He didn't take his eyes off me until the lady had left.

Scene 2: I had to help a young girl get drinks from the fridge and she was being quite picky.

thats about all I remember of the dream.. kinda pointless but Swee was in it- probably why I remember the dream better than I usually would.


Need I mention that on 28th-1st March, I dreamt of Swee 3 times ._. I woke up like twice from my sleep in between so it was 3 seperate sleeps, 3 seperate dreams, all of which if I remember correctly had Swee in it. Bummer I don't remember what the dreams were.

#3

Venue: At home
Time: Afternoon nap

I guess its a sleep paralysis sort of dream but I didn't feel trapped or unaware. I guess I was legitly lucid dreaming. I dreamt I woke up a storm brewing up and I wanted to go downstairs with my huggy pillow to sleep on the couch but I couldn't get up. 

I felt like my soul has left the body because i could get up, but I couldn't get my body up.. and everytime I did get 'up' and noticed my body still down, i just get sucked back to my body and have to start over again. Most of my energy got sucked up trying to move my fingers physically by constantly wiggling. 

At one point I thought I was DEAD. I dreamt my dad and bro coming into the room.. they could hear and see me eventhough physically Im still lying on the bed and not talking. Or at least i think they could.. they didn't really answer me but they did look. 

I woke up after that and realised it was just a dream but i felt so exhausted I just fell back asleep and started dreaming another dream which I don't remember.

#2

Dreamt of Sam Swee on the night of 23rd, 24th and then 26th. I don't remember what dream 25th consist of but I know I did dream and I woke up that morning wondering why Sam didn't appear in my dream that night. 

Obviously I don't remember what 23rd and 24th's dream was anymore because I didn't have to jot it down while it was fresh but I remember a bit of 26th. 

Venue: Some triple floored open concept cafe.

Scene 1: I guess it was a church gathering or something. I was following someone and the members have divided themselves to occupying two upper floors. So i was heading for the highest floor, on the floor below it, I saw David Swee so I assumed Sam would appearing soon enough and of course, he was there on the top floor and I immediately backed away and went down.. I think he saw me at least because I intended for him to watch me walk away to like kinda make it more movie-dramatic like. 

Scene 2: im not sure what we did at the cafe but suddenly its go home time and when we exited the cafe, i saw the area looking like bukit tinggi- with Aeon opposite me. I was like, okay, I guess Im walking home and was walking until I heard Sam's voice calling out to me. He told me to get in the car and they would drop me home. 

Scene 3: The car looked vaguely familiar like Keith's Hilux but the driver if im not mistaken was Cmdr Sathiaraj Francis.. In between me and Sam were 2/3 skinny Children which I assume are Cmdr Francis's children. Only thing was Sam's hands were on my lap and my palm rested against his palm like we are holding hands. At one point he was slightly nudging my fingers to rest in between his fingers as if urging me to intertwine them with his. I felt so in love with that moment and I was definitely blushing. But one small voice told me that I was just dreaming and I didn't care.. 

The dream cut off after that into another scene that I don't remember but I dreamt of my housemate being pissed at me for intruding her place. If Im not mistaken I even asked her why does she seem so mad and she seems like she hates me. I forgot what her reply in the dream was. 

and then I woke up. 

#1

As of 23/2/2017, somewhere after dawn.
Venue: Rental place in KL

First Scene: I dreamt I ordered something online via pos laju and it had came but the poslaju didn't intend on calling me or checking if I was in the house, he just chucked the "We missed you" doorstep tab info and walked away. I saw him and went to get to the tab so that I could run after him and get my package but there were alot of mail and I shouting hey at this poslaju guy.. This sort of plumped sized dude who was shoving flyers into postboxes thought I was calling him and he came up to me grinning like a boy in love and hands me a flyers. I remember feeling so disgusted in my dream when he did that. Anyways, i soon found the tab and ran to the next row of houses and I saw him. I tried to run towards him but I felt like I was only running in place.. and I was shouting "I was in the house! I want my package. HEY!" but he was like "nope, not today, we are just about to leave" (Like ohmygosh, wtf to Poslaju services if this does happen in real life) and he got into his van.. which I eventually managed to catch up to and I showed him the tab.. I think I tried to scold them but they kept cutting me off and sped off.

In my dream, I imagined how nice it would be if Kin Yoong suddenly appeared and lent me his bike, then I would cycle after them but instead, I went back to the house.

Second scene: I was walking about my neighborhood, Im not sure if I was walking or cycling actually, at one point I was on my feet but on another it felt like I took a car ride or cycled there. But I chanced upon another neighbourhood and another row of coffee houses and in one of them, a gang from church were playing a weird card game. It looked like UNO but the cards weren't UNO. Out of my head, I remember- Joshua Tan, Kathy, Adanna, Tasha, Stephanie Tay and Andrew Roberts. I remembered leaving in the middle of their game, cause that time I haven't decided to play with them and I was trying to look for a way back to my neighborhood.

Somehow, it felt like I've been to that place before with my college mates and Woon Fei showed us a shortcut between the shop houses upstairs that would take me automatically to a higher land near my own neighborhood shops (as if the coffee shop just now was underground). But i go up to the shop houses and the whole area was dark and unfamiliar with a few indonesian housewives talking and laughing with each other.
(i don't get why but everytime I see short, plumped Indonesian women that are past their 30s, their face always have to be oily. Like do you women apply oil all over your face because you think it makes your face reflect light in a pretty way? Its kinda disgusting in my opinion if someone lets their face oil up all over like that, makes me think of you as a very unhygienic person)

so i went back down and someone withdrew from their game so I had to join them and play. I sat in between Josh and Andrew. At the end of the game, Andrew turns to talk to me and told me he wasn't very good in Choi Tai Di and we were talking about playing that and somehow Sam came into topic when someone mentioned that there are probably poker cards at his place so the scene changes. 

Third Scene: all of sudden, we were at Sam's place and there's an occasion there and everyone was getting dressed up. I wanted to go back to my house in KL (From Sentosa to KL, what is wrong with this dream) but at the same time I wanted to see Sam. Sam comes down from upstairs of his house all dressed up and I tried to pretend to do my own thing until we came in eye contact. I asked if he could open the gate for me and asked him for directions out of his place and suddenly my brother appeared ._. and along with my brother, Divyan appeared and next to him was Harish (they look alike, just one is shorter than the other because of the age difference between the two brothers). My bro suddenly got pissed at me because I was asking Sam for directions. They ended up drawing me a map.


Woke up after that.